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I had a great Saturday.

Mushi was very stubborn about taking his prevet meds to make him calm so he went in without medicine. But he was a good boy for his shots. Vet didn't see anything wrong so he gets six months without vet visits until his blood work and old man check up. Lucky him

Then Ian wasn't hungry at lunchtime so I ordered the KFC I've been craving. Original recipe chicken thighs with coleslaw and biscuits yum!

I spent my day listening to YouTubers talk about things while making Icons. I'll be changing up my icons on here soon.

We had a rain storm that took out the power at one point but I had hated the icon in progress and coming back to it afterwards allowed me a better version of the levels. First one was muted but second time around, I wanted vibrant.



I adore stormy weather.

Dinner was leftovers. I had ravioli with leftover Alfredo sauce.

Jasper got sick a bit today after a few days of not getting sick. Poor kitty we'll have to contact the vet if he keeps getting sick.

I've been forced to take a break from making Icons due to eye and neck strain. But my muse wants nothing more than to continue.

Last night we had a glorious storm with loud booms which helped distract me from Jasper's stomach issues. Luckily he hasn't thrown up again since he threw up on my blankets last night. Poor boy we discontinued his antibiotic and so far he seems okay.

I'm listening to true crime stories, Crimes that shook Australia, which I switched to after one of the other series covered one that happened on a Florida beach that my mother and I went to often when I was a youngling. The crimes took place the year before I was born and involved younglings going off on their own.

While my parents, Father and Stepmom (mom didn't have custody of me, I visited) went about keeping me safe in a way that gave me a life long anxiety disorder. When listening to true crime sometimes I'm like Oh... There has to be away to keep younglings safe and not convince them they will end up raped and murdered behind a McDonald's! Luckily I'm 41 and so far never had a pregnancy test come up positive so it's not my problem.

One good thing about Jasper throwing up on my blanket is my blanket had to be washed and now it's fresh and clean. Ready for me to burrow my face in and smell the fresh clean laundry smell.

Whenever I listen to Australian true crime I always check to see if they found the Beaumont Children. Sadly they have not.

Nearly sixty years ago they disappeared: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Disappearance_of_the_Beaumont_children

I want to watch tv shows but I struggle to find things that appeal to me.

I am so tired, not physically but mentally. I was overwhelmed even before Jasper's tests came back cancerous but I'm extra tired now.

Limiting my exposure to news has been good for me now if I can only make Tumblr go back to be being about fun and fandoms. I get why it isn't but I don't want to endlessly hear about the war in the middle east. I especially don't want to see people being cool with terrorism because they thing Jewish people are white colonists. Especially the people that I blocked because they were okay with the attacks in Washington and Colorado along with others. None of these Americans marching for peace and for the hostages to be released have anything to do with what's going on in the middle east besides being Jewish.

This plus the other political posts have killed my happy place. I just want to see pictures of my otps kissing/dancing/having shippy moments. Let me be happy please? I might make another blog where I only follow daily gif sites...

I want to curl up and read and go back to learning too.

The bluejays polished off all the food even though we filled it yesterday. Jasper is being a menace to society today which means that he's feeling better. He's been very chatty and has been trying to climb legs but he doesn't want a snack nor does he want to be held. He just wants to be a pest!

The other cats have been a little jealous at the attention Jasper has been getting but Mushi will get a taste of that care on Friday and Saturday. Before his shots he's supposed to have Gabepentin to make him docile so he won't attack the vet during his shots.

Made some icons for daily icons and am working on making a challenge as well. It was fun being creative.

Jasper's surgery is in six hours.

I am a mess of anxiety.

We won't know until about 3 weeks or so if this time they got all of it. Last time they didn't know it was cancerous and the cancer was all the way into the margins.

I hope they can get the cancer out. I hope he'll forgive us for putting him through another surgery.

I hope he won't stop cuddling me or purring on my shoulder while nesting onto my boobs for a nap.